Hi. I'm Ayanna.
My journey started on a train. A train where my mother didn’t show up for many years. That is where I first learned about love and trauma and how it lands in your body at a very early age.
This is My Story.
I adopted my daughter from the department of children and families after fostering her for three years, not sure if the adoption would ever become real.
That’s when I learned about love and pain and the endless insecurity of the unknown. That is also when I found yoga. It helped me understand the spaces in between and the softness of breath. I also knew I couldn’t be a mom without fully being myself and removing alcohol.
For years, I never felt good enough until I found alcohol. Then, for years I filled all my empty with liquid courage hoping that would carry me through the world and give me strength. It didn’t, I ended up losing myself and drowning.
I could have let trauma and addiction become my path.
But I didn't.
I made the brave choice to go to detox and rehab twice to learn how to undo the trauma in my body and become the champion of my own healing. I literally taught myself how to get the fuck unstuck in a hustle culture that teaches us everything other then how to take care of ourselves, still be productive and have fun while doing it.
I thought long and hard about the tools I used to heal myself and developed the 12 Agreements of Full Body Freedom that can help you get the fuck unstuck too.